12:46 p.m. - 2003-05-12
all gone!
I'm alone...this is bad.
I have yet to really be alone in The Office since I started back. It's not a good situation for me.
It's not that I'm scared or lonely or anything like that. The real problem is I'm lazy. If there's no one around to catch me not doing work, then what is really the point of doing any work?
This may sound like a really bad work ethic, and I suppose it is, but honestly it's not like I have a lot to do. It's fairly slow on my end of things here, and I'm usually wracking my brain trying to find an uninteresting task that will give me some distraction for a few minutes. But only because I need to look like I'm working, not because I actually want to work.
The way I see it, I'm a support person. I run a specific program that we have here; I monitor it, administrate it and trouble shoot it, and that, in my humble opinion, is quite enough. I'm not going to spend my day goofing off entirely, but if there really isn't much to do, then why make up stuff that's really just filler.
Crap...I just heard the door.
